Nischelle_Turner's Blog

I read the lyrics to "Ex-Factor" and "Beautiful Ones" as I listened to both songs. Both Songs Gripped My Heart So Tightly, especially as i read the words. I'm Afraid of the one thing that I want the most. I've been in love eight times. I've been in eight relationships. While in each relationship, i thought it would last forever. i never thought that it would end. If you were to ask "which one was the best???" I'd say each one was. each was different, but each was special. the problems always came towards the end. some ended because of misunderstandings. a couple ended because of circumstances beyond our control. a couple ended because of my stupidity. "Love" Is My Motivation To Live. I'm Like A Cat Who Is Given Nine Lives. Love Is My Life.
I Only have One Life Left. Only One. If My Life Is Going To Be Worth Anything, This Love Has To Work. It Has To Work Right. We Have To Make It Work Right. It Can Be Simple. Love Is Beautiful When It's Simple. That's The Only Way I'd Want It. If It's Kept Simple. That Way, We Can Follow In The Footsteps Of Barack And Michelle. Live Our Lives As A Team.

They say that a good conversation is just as good as good sex. i've found that to be true. good conversation, continual communication is actually better than sex in a relationship. good sex actually results from good conversation and continual communication. if i have to pick between the two, i'd choose good conversation and continual communication. i'm at that point in my life to know what really works and i understand why. good sex will actually destroy a relationship a lot faster if there isn't pure, continual communication because that's when misunderstandings set in and drives a wedge between two people who actually find that they're still very much attracted to each other even after they've broken up. but, without good communication, the relationship is a constant back and forth, up and down, etc. both have to be completely open and honest. that's what Barack and Michelle have. That's what all successful relationships have. That's how they work. That's the only way that it can work. Without that, two beautiful people are just wasting their time with each other. Fun for a while, but broken hearts, frustration, anger, bitterness, etc., exist and for some people, it lasts too long and dampens the spirit and scars the soul. I only have one life left. i can't think of any particular song that would describe my life or what i feel at the moment except the words that just came directly from my heart. This Is My Song.

If I told u baby
That I was in love with u
Oh baby, baby, baby
If we got married
Would that be cool?

I may not know where I'm going (babe)
I said I may not know what I need
One thing, one thing's 4 certain baby
I know what I want, you!!!

If we got married
Would that be cool???

we had fun with each other. we enjoyed each others company. we enjoyed our family and friends. when i wasn't with her, i could feel her with me. she said the same thing. what really mattered to me was that we knew that we loved each other and that we were committed to each other. sex is just one way and only one way for two people to express love for each other, but it is NOT the only way. Communication is "Oh, So" important. "So, So" important. Without that, there really isn't a relationship. even if two people are physically apart from each other and can't talk for days at a time, just believing, just knowing, having that confidence that your partner, husband, wife, loves you, is so important!!! you could be twenty thousand miles away and as long as you know that you're loved and that your relationship is solid and secure, that's better than actually being in each others arms everyday, enjoying GREAT SEX EVERYDAY OF THE YEAR... but with a feeling of uncertainty. NOT WORTH IT.

Friendship without sex is the first step.

important for two people to get to know each other.

it's the safest way to keep hearts from being broken.

even though i've joked and kidded around in the forum with people, i haven't been sexual with my x girlfriend or ANYONE (and she's been the only since July 2004), our last time was June 2007. We've just been like annoying siblings to each other ever since then. But, we've been mature enough to realize that that's all we have with each other. The conversations aren't even that good because it's all one sided. HER SIDE. That's what drove us apart. I just put up with it for three years. We both just met each other at a time when we were both lonely and got involved too quickly without getting to know each other. It was a mistake. We both care about each other, but that's it. Nothing more. She was my last (sexually) and that part of the association was June last year. I have plenty of opportunities just like most people to have a fling. But, i'm beyond that. I desire to make this last "Love Life" count and that's what i'm "Saving Myself" for.

So, without a song, This Is My Song. Words With No Melody. No Tune, except for the tone of my voice that i'd prefer to speak these words with.

Let's Talk.
Holla

-smile-

YouTube: can we talk

how about through e-mail first???

dimitrilw1@aim.com

HELLO NISCHELLE,

This blog is a little deep! I have to admit,that i read the blog,read a few comments and honestly did some soul searching! And this is what i came up with. Love can be expressed in many ways! But i associate love with r&b personally. So i kept in mind your two songs,and i came up with a couple as well. And they express the good times in love,and keep in mind,you got to love yourself first,before you can claim to love anyone.And alot of times that's were we fail in relationships,because were busy looking for that love in someone else. When infact,first it starts with loving yourself first.You can give and receive the love from another! And never forget that..... I'd like to talk more but,i'll let the songs that i name speak for themselves.


1.WAITING TO EXHALE-WHITNEY HOUSTON
2.MY LIFE-MARY J. BLIGE*
3.FAITHFULLY-FAITH EVANS
4.HAVING A BABY-R.KELLY*
5.MEMORY LANE-MINNIE RIPERTON


*= CHECK THE WORDS OF THESE SONGS,AND THE TRUE FEELING OF LOVE! STAY BLESSED MUCH LUV TO YA NISCHELLE ALWAYS,KEEP YOUR HEAD UP! AND JUST REMEMBER LOVE YOU FIRST,AND THE REST WILL FOLLOW.....BELIEVE IT.SMILES

Hmm, thats really really hard... maybe a mix of Guns N Roses, Pantera, The Eagles, Arch Enemy, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Umm... nevermind I can't choose. Guns N' Roses and Pantera for sure though.

My displeasure with (NOSY4) was that i asked her (smile) very politely if she would undue the "Quote" type of logging on to my posts so that I could delete them at will. She didn't show any type of consideration for me, no matter how nicely i asked. That was my "Bone" to pick with "Her".

but, i dont' care now. it doesn't matter. here i am expressing my feelings for you in front of everyone who wants to see and then make fun of me if they choose to, so everything else in the past really doesn't matter to me anymore.

anyway, i hope you like the picture that i posted of you in my blog. It's a very flattering picture of you.

ok.

enough of spilling my heart.

your turn (if you choose to).

"d"

BECAUSE I ALREADY KNOW THAT I WOULD DO THE SAME FOR HER.