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I find you S____ M_________ Pathetic:

I do not hate you like you want me too; no just find you Pathetic...

For all your ____ and mean manipulating deeds; hate was not developed over time, only the sad feelings of depression over how Pathetic your schemes make you...

It was not your pushing your way into my life every time I was set on a new and BETTER path WITHOUT YOU!

No!

That did not make me HATE you!

I do not wake from dead sleep thinking about how ____ you are and your evil court system!

No; like Christ I understand that you do not know what you are doing?

So I do not hate your guts!

Just because you could keep me from keeping one that actually LOVED me and did not want to dominate or "CHANGE" ME; just loved me.

Not that having a real life that took three decades to develop; completely destroyed so you could manipulate people into the state of denial of truth and justice (that is the American court phony system) that you are some victim being robbed so you could clean out three decades of savings and collection.

Do you even still have any of my gold or did you lose it since it was not a million dollars to YOU?!

I find you Pathetic!

Remember what I said to you about you from day one!

You love misery!

And if you do not repent before you die and live a life that demonstrates a better life of God not spiritualism and follow Christ's way even some what;

it will be TOO LATE if you realize after that.

Remember, I do not HATE you at all; but want you to live a long life with what you have made of it and those around you.

if you can find anyone that does not also hate your guts like your son, daughter, Niece, Sister, and of course NOT mE!

Should not have ignore common sense like your colleges and lower level schools educate of to being; and caused the children you could not abort father to suicide with your "Selfish" life style!

Then maybe someone in your family would not hate your guts behind your back and do mean things to you!

And calling me another man's name for five years may have hurt like everything else you did to me, but that just demonstrates how Pathetic you are.

And bother I better not make any mistakes talking to you and not use your name huh!

Hate the pathetic; not likely.

enjoy your bed; you made it, and you made my bed as well with my allowance of your being even being near me.

Say what do your long time friends tell you now?

I do want you to live a long and lonely life despised by all!

How can I hate one so stupid as to do that to themselves!


Ps I changed the name to ________; but left this written letter never to be sent sent for ________, reasons!